The aftermath..

Okay, it is first of june now. 'you' are completely out of my mind. im so sorry for what i had done to you. i didnt mean to hurt you. seriously. i just wanted you to be happy. ive heard you arent going for me. so, there is no point being friends with you anymore. cause it will affect the relationship between you and your lover. besides, you wouldnt care less about me anymore. even talking to you at that time doesnt feel like talking to the person i know. even if i didnt avoid you, it will be frustrating watching both of you guys together while we are still talking to each other. and my advice to you on him, just dont cheat on any other guy. as demonstrated you know what happen to his ex. he's a great guy. but sadly, he has shot me from the back. like world leaders fighting for power. these are what i kept in my heart. and if you are reading this, please, continue your life as what it is. dont let him down. i think he needs you more than i do. and just so you know, we were at the right track until that guy blew me away. im sorry...